Tearful

I can’t be there to say what I think

I am here trying to pass each and every day.

Without the thought of your screams in my head

The accusations of your mind

Hit into my soul

I can’t stop feeling

I can’t hide what it does to me.

Inside I am wavering with out a doubt

While on the outside you can’t tell what I am feeling

I hide everything behind my masks

I try to make it all go away

With out a care in the wind I live.

Hoping and praying for a free moment

With out the feeling of you there

I can truly soar on the wings of my freedom

As it carries me

To the sky

Where I wish to be

No more accusations to clog my mind

No more tears to hide

Let me fly

Let me be free

No more tears

I will fly on to the wings

My freedom will let me be

As I step into the wind and say goodbye.